{"id":673,"date":"2012-01-27T11:00:41","date_gmt":"2012-01-27T17:00:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=673"},"modified":"2012-01-27T11:00:41","modified_gmt":"2012-01-27T17:00:41","slug":"panning-for-gold-in-the-dark","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=673","title":{"rendered":"Panning for Gold in the Dark"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A couple of weeks back the fabulous Confabulators weighed in on where their writing ideas come from.\u00a0 I may backtrack a bit over some of that territory, because where they come from seems to be connected to the ideas I end up pursuing past the &#8216;idea&#8217; stage.<\/p>\n<p>Looking back on the thousands of words I&#8217;ve written, I sort of see this pattern: for a novel or short story, what usually what gets me going, and keeps me engaged, is something I&#8217;m struggling to understand in my own life.<\/p>\n<p>For example:<\/p>\n<p>~The aftermath of the unexplained death of my father became a short story about the changing relationship of two brothers, as one pulls away from what&#8217;s left of his family.<\/p>\n<p>~Trying to understand marriage became a novel exploring the lives of a girl traded into white slavery and a man raised in the 1960&#8217;s \u201cwho did everything right and failed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>~The idea of refuge and the families we make became a novel about the friendships between gay theater kids in college and their circle of friends (&#8216;<em>Fame<\/em> meets <em>Boogie Nights&#8217;<\/em>.)<\/p>\n<p>~Addiction, the allure of escapism, and personal betrayals (both perpetrated and experienced) became a book about a young girl&#8217;s search for her birth parents in an alternate reality.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Once I feel the idea and the accompanying urge to<em><\/em> write about it, I ask myself:<\/p>\n<p><strong>1) It is compelling enough to hold my interest through the long slog you know it&#8217;s going to be?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>2) Can the idea teach me, show me something, help me understand myself, and the world, better?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>3) How can I show it in a story?\u00a0 Can I show it in a compelling way?\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>4) Will others care about this?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>5) Can I pull it off the way I want and need to make it the best it can be?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Often, these questions only get answered through the process of brainstorming, experimenting, and actually writing, sometimes multiple drafts.\u00a0 I should also say this process is not linear or even always conscious on my part. What works is often not what I expected. It just seems that the ideas that stick with me and bear the most delicious fruit end up answering these questions in the positive.<\/p>\n<p>On the other hand, I do follow my instincts. Even if I feel an idea is not going anywhere but <em>I<\/em> like it, I give it a try.\u00a0 On the flip side, even if someone else thinks it&#8217;s a great idea, if I don&#8217;t like it, I know I won&#8217;t stick with it. I never go with the flavor of the month.\u00a0 It just won&#8217;t work if I&#8217;m not feeling it\u2014unless there&#8217;s a paycheck attached, but I&#8217;m not quite there yet!<\/p>\n<p>This is all to say that I tend to be engaged by and enjoy complex ideas and themes, and am learning that even though I can&#8217;t stick with simplistic ideas because I get bored, distilling it down to my main point and keeping a story structure that expresses those ideas simply seems best for me. It&#8217;s more manageable and (imho) and has a greater capacity for richness and focus, and, in turn, is more accessible and compelling to readers.<\/p>\n<p>Or I may not follow a process at all and just write.\u00a0 Apply ass to chair, can&#8217;t lose.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A couple of weeks back the fabulous Confabulators weighed in on where their writing ideas come from.\u00a0 I may backtrack a bit over some of that territory, because where they come from seems to be connected to the ideas I end up pursuing past the &#8216;idea&#8217; stage. 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