{"id":5834,"date":"2012-10-30T11:00:18","date_gmt":"2012-10-30T16:00:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5834"},"modified":"2012-10-30T11:00:18","modified_gmt":"2012-10-30T16:00:18","slug":"confessions","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5834","title":{"rendered":"Confessions"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Can I be honest with all of you for a couple of minutes?<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m terrified about this year\u2019s NaNo. I don\u2019t have a plan. I barely have an idea. And I certainly don\u2019t have time. And even worse? I know what to expect.<\/p>\n<p>Last year was my first time participating in NaNoWriMo. I didn\u2019t know what I was getting myself into. It seemed like a great idea at the time\u2014and don\u2019t get me wrong, it was\u2014but now I do know. It\u2019s an amazing roller coaster ride. It\u2019s life consuming.<\/p>\n<p>And I\u2019m completely unprepared for it. I\u2019m worried that I\u2019m taking on too many things at once. I\u2019m terrified that something\u2019s going to slip.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Back in May I actually sat down with the intention of outlining my novel and making copious notes to use this year. But then life got busy, I started acting in an independent film project, I picked up a second job, I moved (and you can ask anybody that helped me move, I have way too much shit), and then the KC Renaissance Festival started up and I went at least once every weekend, usually for the whole day. Suddenly it\u2019s the end of October and I still have no idea what I\u2019m going to be writing about.<\/p>\n<p>Well, practically no idea.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019m writing the sequel to the novel I wrote during last NaNo and never finished editing. So I\u2019ll at least have a familiar cast of characters to work with.<\/p>\n<p>This year is different from last year. Not only do I know what I\u2019m getting into, but I also have a second job to contend with, a second job that eats up quite a bit of my time. I\u2019m also starting from scratch. Last year I cheated. I took first twenty-five thousand words of a novel I\u2019d started and added another fifty thousand. I don\u2019t have that base to start off. All I have is a handful of notes in a box somewhere. Or maybe it\u2019s not in a box. Maybe it\u2019s hidden somewhere in my room. My really, really messy room. So, if my moms are reading this, I promise I will clean my room\u2026 just as soon as I have some free time.<\/p>\n<p>The other major difference for this year? This year I\u2019ll actually be able to eat during NaNo. My lovely roommate has been instructed to make sure I eat by any means necessary. I suspect there will be a few times where she will have to grab a fistful of my hair and drag me away from my laptop and over to a cooked meal. And she\u2019s willing to do it because she\u2019s awesome\u2026 and apparently enjoys cooking.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, thanks for listening to my fears, I feel better for getting them off my chest.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Can I be honest with all of you for a couple of minutes? I\u2019m terrified about this year\u2019s NaNo. I don\u2019t have a plan. I barely have an idea. And I certainly don\u2019t have time. And even worse? I know what to expect. Last year was my first time participating in NaNoWriMo. I didn\u2019t know [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[733,843,1126],"class_list":["post-5834","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nanowrimo-2","tag-nanowrimo","tag-planning","tag-terrified"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5834","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5834"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5834\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5834"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5834"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5834"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}