{"id":5247,"date":"2012-09-21T11:00:58","date_gmt":"2012-09-21T16:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5247"},"modified":"2012-09-21T11:00:58","modified_gmt":"2012-09-21T16:00:58","slug":"a-little-orange-notebook","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5247","title":{"rendered":"A Little (Orange) Notebook"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve never been worried about running out of ideas, though I do worry about losing them. Like a lot of writers, I keep a little notebook for jotting down ideas. (And like most other things I own, I frequently lose this notebook.)<\/p>\n<p>Honestly, this notebook tells me more about my own state of mind when I had an idea, versus the idea itself. Mos ideas in there are just little notes; they might form a character later or a single scene in a larger work. The ideas usually stem from something that happened to me, or something I saw, and lets face it &#8212; if real life were all that fascinating and exciting all the time, we wouldn&#8217;t be so in love with fiction.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>For instance, despite the fact that I cannot find that little orange notebook, I distinctly remember a note in it: <em>&#8220;Is motherhood like some sort of special club, where your membership fee comes in the form of an epidural and episiotomy?&#8221;<\/em> I wrote that before I was pregnant, after feeling brushed aside while two of my friends chatted about new motherhood. There&#8217;s not a story there, not really &#8212; but I was grumpy and it felt like one at the time.<\/p>\n<p>Another note dictates a character, who I&#8217;ve never found a home for: <em>&#8220;A smoke-eared devil in oversized aviators, yellow like nicotine stains.&#8221;<\/em> I remember that exact customer, when he came into the gas station to buy Marlboro reds on some autumn afternoon. He had dark hair messy hair. There&#8217;s a character there, but I haven&#8217;t found him yet. (Wait. Never mind, I just found him a home. Go team!)<\/p>\n<p>To use what I&#8217;m certain is an overused metaphor, an idea is a seed. Ideas (seeds) don&#8217;t just spontaneously grow on their own. They need a writer who understands them (fertilizer), and they need characters and settings (dirt? nutrients? Shit, I&#8217;m not a gardener.).<\/p>\n<p>And that&#8217;s the thing. Ideas are just one part in the complex equation of storytelling. They&#8217;re pretty much everywhere, and they by no means guarantee success or brilliance on their own.<\/p>\n<p>So don&#8217;t sweat idea loss. You&#8217;re going to have ideas, and lots more of them. Sweat the big things: making time to write and deciding how you&#8217;re going to germinate those ideas. That&#8217;s the hard part.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve never been worried about running out of ideas, though I do worry about losing them. Like a lot of writers, I keep a little notebook for jotting down ideas. (And like most other things I own, I frequently lose this notebook.) Honestly, this notebook tells me more about my own state of mind when [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[142,534,733,1276],"class_list":["post-5247","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-process","tag-camp-nanowrimo","tag-ideas","tag-nanowrimo","tag-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5247","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5247"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5247\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5247"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5247"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5247"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}