{"id":5084,"date":"2012-09-18T06:00:02","date_gmt":"2012-09-18T11:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5084"},"modified":"2012-09-18T06:00:02","modified_gmt":"2012-09-18T11:00:02","slug":"the-least-of-my-worries","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5084","title":{"rendered":"The Least of my Worries"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>One night as I lay in bed, staring at the dark ceiling, trying to get my mind to quiet enough so that I could sleep, my body went cold and my mind seized up. I was struck with the terrifying thought: what if one day I sat down to write my next story, and I was completely out of ideas?<\/p>\n<p>My biggest fear as a writer had always been that one day my idea stockpile would run completely and utterly dry. That maybe one day I&#8217;d get published, and my publishers would expect another book, and there would be nothing left in me.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>So as I lay there in a panic, I started to tick off all the unfinished projects and ideas I have floating around. I soon realized that I couldn&#8217;t keep track of them all on my fingers. So over the next few days, I compiled a list &#8211; not just of ideas, but which of those ideas have sequel potential, as well.<\/p>\n<p>I soon discovered that running out of ideas was the least of my worries.<\/p>\n<p>I am now more afraid that I will never be able to write them all! I am overwhelmed with the sheer number of stories that need to be told and that they are locked in my head until I record them. Nobody can read them while they are still in there.<\/p>\n<p>And they get lost in there, too. I forget ideas more quickly than I can write them. I do what I can to jot them down, with as much detail as possible, but often I&#8217;ve gone back to an idea and been completely unable to recapture what it was I was trying to write.<\/p>\n<p>Also, will I really be able to pull some of these brilliant ideas off? I have a little faith in my writing prowess, but some of these ideas are so epic and amazing that I doubt I\u2019ll ever be able to write them to my satisfaction.<\/p>\n<p>Or what if I do, and then I discover someone else has already written it? And written it better than me?<\/p>\n<p>In all honesty, ideas are everywhere. Not only are there countless idea generators out there (books, websites, writing groups), all I really need to do to come up with a new idea is to take a nice long walk and let my mind go, or listen to an epic soundtrack, or watch the people around me.<\/p>\n<p>But how will I ever write all of these ideas before I&#8217;m gone from this world? Really, this is a good problem to have, right?<\/p>\n<p>The hard part is deciding which ideas to focus on, and not get distracted by other ideas while trying to complete a project. I need to decide which projects have the most potential &#8211; both for me actually completing them and also being published &#8211; and focus on getting those out of my mind and into the world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One night as I lay in bed, staring at the dark ceiling, trying to get my mind to quiet enough so that I could sleep, my body went cold and my mind seized up. I was struck with the terrifying thought: what if one day I sat down to write my next story, and I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[534,1288],"class_list":["post-5084","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-process","tag-ideas","tag-writing-worries"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5084","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5084"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5084\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5084"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5084"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5084"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}