{"id":5066,"date":"2012-09-07T06:00:36","date_gmt":"2012-09-07T11:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5066"},"modified":"2012-09-07T06:00:36","modified_gmt":"2012-09-07T11:00:36","slug":"college-dictionaries-and-slow-death-comix","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/?p=5066","title":{"rendered":"College Dictionaries and Slow Death Comix"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_5067\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5067\" style=\"width: 205px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/09\/slowdeath_jaxon1970.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-5067\" title=\"slowdeath_jaxon1970\" src=\"http:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/09\/slowdeath_jaxon1970-205x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"205\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-5067\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jaxon&#8217;s great cover over great underground comix including Richard Corben. Had to have it.<a href=\"http:\/\/www.lambiek.net\/comics\/underground.htm\"> Image attribution.<\/a><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>When I sit down to write I really only consider one audience: me.<\/p>\n<p>I know that\u2019s probably audacious considering I\u2019m in a field where everyone is concerned with What Sells and What Doesn\u2019t Sell. I don\u2019t really care.<\/p>\n<p>See, the thing is if I worry about or research What Sells I\u2019m going to be behind the curve. I can\u2019t afford to be behind the curve because I\u2019m not anywhere near the road that curves one way or the other. I pay more attention to What Doesn\u2019t Sell than anything else but only to know if I\u2019m going to have trouble selling a story if I get brave enough again to send it out.<\/p>\n<p>Like Modern Day SF. I like to write stories that aren\u2019t necessarily set in today\u2019s world, but maybe they\u2019re only a few years ahead of us. I grew up a couple of favorite stories that were obviously set on Earth, just a few years ahead of the time I was reading them. They still hold up as being a few years ahead of Now though they were written in the 50s and 60s. So that\u2019s the model I sometimes go for. Trouble is, I\u2019ve run into a couple of publishers who don\u2019t even want to look at that stuff and those had been places I\u2019d wanted to send stuff. I suppose I should have sent it anyway, but I\u2019m digressing from my topic.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Or maybe not. Because I write for myself first I don\u2019t really worry all that much about what anyone else will think of what I\u2019m writing. I mean, I hope people will like it but that\u2019s not really important to me. Yes, I want to be published and I want to write for a market and get it out there for other people to like or dislike as they see fit but it\u2019s not what drives me. For instance I know my Mom reads most everything I post online (and Dad does, too, when Mom gives it to him to read).<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t really worry what Mom thinks of my writing other than if it was a good story or blog post. I can\u2019t. If I start writing to someone other than me, I won\u2019t be true to what\u2019s in my head getting onto the page, digital or otherwise. My parents raised me to understand words and their meanings and to use them appropriately. I was given a college dictionary when I was still in 7<sup>th<\/sup> grade and of course the first words I looked up were <a href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=kgZZ82tp5es\">The Seven Words You Can\u2019t Say on Television<\/a>. Yeah, they were there.<\/p>\n<p>Mom and I had a long talk. When I got my copy of Slow Death Comix #2 I saw a word that I hadn\u2019t encountered before. She told me it was okay to know it but to use if sparingly if at all. It\u2019s a word I find particularly distasteful and have never used &#8211; so far &#8211; in any writing. I can honestly say that if it were appropriate, I would. There\u2019d be no worry about offending my parents.<\/p>\n<p>Or anyone else who understands words.<\/p>\n<p>But it all starts with me sitting down to write. For me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I sit down to write I really only consider one audience: me. I know that\u2019s probably audacious considering I\u2019m in a field where everyone is concerned with What Sells and What Doesn\u2019t Sell. I don\u2019t really care. See, the thing is if I worry about or research What Sells I\u2019m going to be behind [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":7,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12],"tags":[1198,1266],"class_list":["post-5066","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writers-life","tag-underground-comix","tag-words"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5066","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/7"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5066"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5066\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5066"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5066"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.confabulatorcafe.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5066"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}